another great day. I miss my best friend.
I miss knowing I can talk to her about anything, knowing she won't judge me.
thing's will never be the same. I take advantage of everything. What's wrong with me?
I need to learn to appreciate things while I have them, especially now that i've learned that everything good in my life eventually ends.

I'm going to Chicago tommorow. Going to hockey games. Leaving at 7am, driving down with Stephan, his mom, and Floyd's friend Nick. Hopefully getting out of town will make me forget about all this...at least for a little bit. I need a break.