too late to pretend

you know me better then I know myself.
don't take my heart and put it on the shelf.


:D
I realized something today. I hang out with a shit ton of guys. Always a big group of testosterone, and then theres me. but I've always known that. What I realized is...that without that big group of guys to keep me afloat, I would drown. I owe my life to the fuckers that pick on me and tease me everyday of my life. Without them, I'd be nothing. I love them all, and if I didn't have them to entertain me, my life would be extremely dull.

Enough of that. It's cold and snowy. I want to snowmobile. When I go to my fathers this weekend, I shall. I'm getting a coat, sometime soon. Boots too. :D

THANKSGIVING IS COMING. two days, yo. I can't wait to shove food in my face all day long and watch some football, and listen to my drunken family play cards. I love them all too, by the way. If it weren't for them, my exsistence would not only be terminated, but also meaningless. I can't wait to spend a whole day with the best family in the world. :)
Then going to my dad's this weekend. He may not be the best at being a dad, but I love him. I miss him. I miss being daddy's little girl. I'm going to try, and I'm starting to think he's been trying. I just haven't been noticing. I need to open my eyes.

I'm bored.