No one can touch us.

Yesterday was by far the best snowday I've ever had.
First of all, I woke up to the sound of his voice. He called me at 10am, asking if I wanted to snowmobile. What a silly question, Helmet Hair. Of course I want to snowmobile.
But by the time we got everything figured out, his snowmobile was being lame and decided to quit working right. So we went back to his house. Helmet Hair, his brother, and Fatrick. :D
We played GTA for about an hour. Then Johnnyboy and Fatrick went to Fatrick's house and got online so that we could all play together. Helmet Hair and I owned, but that's a different story.
Finally we got sick of GTA so Helmet Hair and I watched some TV. We sat on his couch, hand in hand until his dad came down and told Helmet Hair to cover the snowmobiles. When he came back in, he sat down next to me and stared at me. When I looked at him and asked what he was looking at he hugged me. He left one arm around me, and I snuggled into his side as we continued to watch Friends. Then he asked if we were still waiting for you. I didn't want to, but I didn't know how to tell him that, and I'm not sure I'm ready to tell you that. So I told him I didn't know.
Later that night, when I was at home myspacing, I read the survey you took. You said you don't have feelings for your ex anymore. Does that mean it's okay for me to move on? If Helmet Hair asks, can I be with him now? I don't even know why I'm leaving this up to you. You're not asking my permission to be with Erin, and I really don't want you to. If being with her is what will make you happy, I want you to go for it. Maybe you think the same thing?
You say goodbye, and I say hello.
So while you're in Chicago, getting drunk...I'll continue to fall even harder for our best friend.

Today: noticing how my hand fits perfectly in his.