I feel like talking.

I got a bunny. But I hate it, because it pooped on my computer chair. It's oversized, and overfed. The things huge, and I just got it yesterday. She pisses on herself, and smells bad. I don't want to touch her. I wanted a bunny that I can cuddle with, but she pisses me off. I smell her right now. I want to sell it and get a cute one.

Baige Bell is an amazing person. I've always been jealous of her wide vocabulary, and the way she knows how to say what it is that she wants to say without holding back. Not to mention her perfect hair. haha All the boys that break her heart probably have some mental issues that they should get checked out. You'll find someone Baige, when the time is right.

You. ARE. A. DICK. I can't believe you left me outside in the rain for a fucking half hour. No call. No anything. I didn't even know if I had a ride home. My Helmet Hair had to leave, and he had a full truck anyway. I was relying on you. Just like I did before. NEVER again. I finally figured you out, you selfish, arogant son of a bitch. Literally. I wonder if shes proud of her fuck ups. You'll end up in jail, just like your oldest brother. Or maybe you'll end up an alcoholic by age 18 like your other brother? I thought you'd be different. I had faith in you. But really, you're just like them. You spoiled peice of shit.

& of course...him. I can't go a minute without thinking about him. I want to be with him, or at least talk to him every second, of every day. I think even if I did, I still wouldn't get sick of him. How could I not see how amazing he was before? I spent every day with the kid since 8th grade, and NOW I realize how much he really means to me. Those three little words mean nothing compared to the feelings that I feel towards him. I don't get it. I thought I loved you, but I've never felt like this before. With him everything feels so...right. Natural, even. I started a new journal. I'm talking to him now, instead of you. Maybe I'll even let him read it, unlike this. You'll never read this. I hope...

Today: dancing in the shower is almost as much fun as dancing in the rain.