This is for you.

since you can't get enough of the drama you've created, I'll give you some feedback.
I don't understand why it's okay for you to CONSTANTLY be with someone you know I hate (with good reason), but when I'm with my BOYFRIEND who you don't like (for no reason at all), you freak. You find out I'm hanging out with him and you won't talk to me for another week. I feel like I'm sneaking around. But I'm not hiding anything from my significant other (as in most cases), but my best friend. Or so I thought.
Another thing: you complain because I'm always busy, but I'm not going to drop my plans when it's convientent for you. You wouldn't do it for me. Obviously.

I'm always here for you when you need me, but when I need you, you only make me feel worse. You couldn't even be happy for me when I finally started getting the love I deserve. "He's gonna break your heart, just like he broke Mary's" you said. And I believed you. I'm still hesitant when he questions if I believe him or not. Because I don't know. Everytime he says it, your words run through my head. Well I've got some words for you. I'm not Mary, and I'm finally happy. I don't care if you're happy for me. You can stop calling now. I'll call when it's convientent for me.


Today: I know who I need in my life. There's no greater feeling.