"A smart girl...

kisses, but doesn't love
listens, but doesn't believe
and leaves, before she is left."

I've realized that all guys are morons. They flirt with us, and steal our hearts, and then when they get what they want (we all know what that is), they treat you like nothing. They don't understand that girls have other needs-not just sexual ones. They don't understand that sometimes, we want them to touch us every where BUT our "privates". Give me a back massage, and don't expect anything in return. Rub my feet without me asking you to. Buy me a god damn flower, for no reason. Look me in the eye and tell me you love me, but only if you're 100% sure that you do. Don't flirt around, and make sure you tell me that I'm the only girl for you. PROVE IT. Don't say you'll do anything for me, unless you're willing to give up everything.

I've also realized that all girls are NEVER satisfied. We could have a guy that gives us the world, but we'd complain because we want the entire universe. You could do all that stuff I said above, and I still wouldn't be happy. I'd find more pointless shit for you to do. Here's a fact: I will always hate your ex. Don't talk about her. And I'll probably even ask you to stop talking TO her. Terrible, I know. I'll be the first to tell you that I'm overly jealous and sometimes I can be irrational. But it shouldn't matter. If you really love me, it won't matter.

I don't have everything figured out. I don't know what I want. Please, just give me to time to find myself again. Is that too much to ask?