stupid boy.

I just read Baige's blog. She said something about the people that you love the most are the one's that end up hurting you the most. I couldn't agree more.

I could write a list of at least 50 people that I once loved, that broke me. I won't, though. Only because it will bring back memories that I don't feel like reliving. Honestly, I'd like to be rid of the memories I have. I wish I could start all over. I can only tell you of one person that I know of that hasn't hurt me. Everyone else has. I must admit that it's not always their fault, it is occasionally mine I know that. I sit sometimes and wonder what I could've done different in my 16 years...but I always come to the same conclusion. Everything happens for a reason.I must admit that I am better of without 90% of those people that hurt me. But I could name at least 2 that I wish I still had in my life. I could beat myself up about what i've done wrong, but i won't do that either. There's no point. I was, still am, and probably always will be hurt enough from them. Why hurt myself?

Baige, the first entry in your blog is amazing. I'm glad you realize that you're the better person. Because you are. Boys are fools. But I suppose you have to be lied to to know who you can and can't trust. You have to lose in order to gain. You are a beautiful person, inside and out. You'll find a guy that sees that.