My So Called Best Friend.

My So Called Best Friend

I remember all the things we used to do.
I remember you used to be my Mary Lou.
I remember spending every weekend with you.
I remember how you'd cheer me up when I felt blue.
I remember singing if you jump, i will jump too.

I remember how when you got angry you'd say “this sucks”.
I remember getting yelled at for chasing ducks.
I remember going for rides with you on my boat.
I remember using our life jackets to float.

I remember climbing trees that seemed to smile.
I remember staying up there for a while.
I remember running down my rough dirt road.
I remember going to the pond to catch a toad.

I remember watching the stars in the sky.
I remember telling you I was afraid to die.
I remember you asking me why.
I remember everything, I'm not going to lie.

I remember that day.
I remember thinking I really need to watch what I say.
I remember at your house I was supposed to stay.
I remember what you did to make me pay.

I remember the feeling of losing my best friend.
I remember when you said you'd be there until the very end.
I remember wondering if it was all pretend.
I'll remember you, my heart will never mend.