Let's spill our heart in a blog, shall we?

so here's the deal. I love you, more than anything in the entire world. You're my best friend, my boyfriend, my soulmate, my fucking everything. But I don't think you realize how much you really truly mean to me. No. You can't. Obviously not.

It's complicated. I know you love me. I believe you when you say it. I see it in your eyes when you stare at me, and I can see it in the smile on your face when you see me. But boy, you have an odd way of showing it. Sometimes you're the cutest damn thing ever, and the things you say send shivers down my spine. But in the blink of an eye you get a distant look in your eyes, and you can't look me in mine anymore. You crack your thumbs and check the time. Then you tell me you have to get home. Is it something I say? Something I do? I wish you would tell me what you're thinking about when you're far away like that. But when I ask what's wrong, I get a "i'm just tired", or a "nothing." Is it someone else? Is it me? Is it you? Is it really nothing? Help me understand. Tell me what I need to do. I just want you to be happy.

But if you can look in my eyes

And tell me we'll be alright

If you promise never to leave

You just might make me believe

Today: "you looked me in the eye and told me you loved me"